Ok so here's this quiz that i made ALL by myself!!!

when deadbolts awake you from deja vu dreams,
at four in the morning you know where I'll be.
out running red lights asleep at the wheel.
the sirens feed my nightmares,

I just close my eyes and I'm already here;
its already too late.
I know its nothing but lies,
but they sound so sincere;
I find them too hard to hate.

and she calls from the doorway "stolen water is sweet,
so let's drink it in the darkness if you know what I mean"
and she calls from the doorway "stolen water is sweet,
so let's drink it in the darkness if you know what I mean"

and I'm almost sure
that I've been here before,
that this is not the first time I've stood in front of this door,
with an overwhelming feeling that I shouldn't go in,
but it seems this is a battle that I never could win.

and you!
my true love!
you call from the hilltop.
you call through the streets,
"Darling don't you know,
the water is poison."
and I say!
"Come on and give me my poison."

what have I done?
is it too late to save me from this place?
from the depths of the grave?
we all are those ..
who thought we were brave.
what have I done?

my weekend was gay, im not gonna say what happened. most of you probably already know. and then there's the other stuff, only few know about. i just want to leave this place, go somewhere newer...better. andything's better than staying here. i just cant stand it anymore...

what's up doc?

so ma nigs...what goin on? i just got home from being at school doing crap from 7 in the morning to 9 at night. FUCK!!!

thats a total of 14 HOURS OF SCHOOL TORTURE!!!!! and i was actually doing crap the whole day. like today i did the best i could on the field. i did as much work as i could in my classes, i even got out of a class that we weren't doing anything in, and went to cart water jugs down to the astro turf and bring em back with water in them to the band hall. my life is dumb. one bay im gonna bust and like...eat someones arm on accident. GAH!!!!!

COLLIN FREAKIN GOT SODA ALL OVER MY NEW JACKET TONIGHT!!!!! FAGGOT GAH!!!!! i swear im gonna kill him if he doesn't stop messin around like that. he's too loose at night. he jst is so gay. ahh watever. i got all the anger out now.

oh well, i guess im gonna go. i usually dont do these things this fast but, today, i pretty much just flowed on and on. and eventually cam to a stop. ok see ya'll niggas later

-nick

¡HOLA!

Today was ok. morning started off ok, didn't get and breakfast though. stupid teacher bought food from mcD's for a select few in class at 0-hour. that was gay of her. the next time she brings food she needs to do it for the whole class. this is why i hate her. plus...SHE DOESN'T NEED ANY MORE FOOD FOR THE REST OF HER LIFE!!! she has enought food stored up in just one of her arms to feed her, my family, my children, and my childern's children!!! stupid fat A$$ BI%#H!!!!! i cant stand her fatness. plus, i cant stand how she always has these enfatuations about some guy, russel crow, i dunno, she's just, gay!

so i dunno whats going on with my other classes. world history is becoming a pain, i totally failed the test yesterday though i know that for sure. bade a 90-sumthin on the CBA. same for my spanish 2 test yesterday. i had like 50 tests yesterday for some crazy reason.

so today i skipped 3rd period and lisa was supposed to meet me but some key club crap held her back and it winded up taking all of her lunch. so then i ate donut holes and drank hot chocolate for the next hour after that.

so then chemistry was boring, except i had this baseball that i unravelled and eventually finished all the way down to a rubber bouncy ball during 5th(auto tech) then when i was finished unravelling, i went out in the shop where this girl collin likes was learning how to change her oil, i figured i should watch so i learn how, that would be the smart thing to do right? so i missed a little in the beginning but its ok i got it down.

so today i accidentally put the wrong chip in my phone so all day i couldn't get any calls or messages.

so supposedly i got a message from my mom in 5th per. telling me to hurry out at the end of school so we could go to the mall. i never knew about the message so i didn't hurry out and she was mad at me for that. then i told her what was wrong.

so we ended up spending like 270 bucks there in one shop. 3 pants, a hoodie, a beanie, a hacky-sack, and a longsleeve shirt. she sayse i owe 100 bucks now. i guess so. oh well.

so we had deer tacos today.... guess whats comin up too!

DEER SEASON!!!!!!!!!!

YESSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!! i cant wait to get back out there and kill a buck or two. p-ch-cooo!!!!!!

ok, well, i gotta stop my mom from listening to rap music again. i swear one day she's gonna go gangta on me.

-nick with a big...house.